Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Ultrasound Dos

So this morning I woke up early, and yes, that alone is news worthy in my case; but obviously not the whole story. We had our second ultrasound appointment today, bright and early before work. Today I found out that I'm going to have a daughter. I'm not just going to be a father, I'm going to be the father of a beautiful little girl. The tiny little human living in Tylai's uterus is a baby girl.
One minute your life has meaning, and the very next, that meaning is changed forever. There is nothing I wont do for this child. I will always love her, I will always put her above everything. My entire life's purpose changed in an instant. Everything I do from here on out, I do for my daughter. The people I meet, the money I make, the poetry I write, the places I go, all of it is for that tiny tiny little person who doesn't even know my name yet. This is what it feels to truly have unconditional love for someone, no matter what.
I want to be my best, I feel like nothing can hold me back from being the absolute best I can be, and my daughter is my drive. I can promise her the best, and I will deliver. I've never felt so selfless, but so strong.

I guess I'm rambling now, but hell, that's how I do. I love my life, my lady, and my little girl. Life is good.

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