Sunday, January 31, 2010

A letter for baby.



This is a letter to you baby. I say baby because we don’t have a name for you yet, we don’t even know the sex, really all we know is that you are probably going to come into being really soon. It’s been unreal, the past couple months of my life have been so crazy, and I want you to know that you saved my life. I love you more than I love anything else in this world. You are my life, and I’m devoting it to raising you up right. You’re already so beautiful, even if I can only see you in sonogram form, you are so beautiful. I heard you’re little heart beat, I’ve seen your little body squirm and shake and shimmy in your mommy’s tummy, and you are so beautiful. This world is a scary place sometimes, but we’re going to take care of you, and keep you clear of as much of the injustice as we can. Baby, you mean everything to me. My name is Des, but you’ll call me daddy, you’re mommy’s name is Tylai, but you should probably call her mommy. These are good starting points for you’re growing vernacular. You’re mommy walks around with one hand on you at all times, and when you’re born, that with probably graduate to holding your hand. I cant wait to hold you’re hand baby. I cant wait to hold you, and show you all the great things in this world. I cant wait to show you flowers, and comic books, and toys, and the Lion King. I cant wait to take you to the park and go down the slide, and I cant wait to take you to your first day of school. Baby, I love you so much, and you are the most beautiful thing in the world. I want you to know I will always feel that way. There is so much I cant wait to show you. You’re going to love Christmas. Christmas is so rad. You’re going to have a big family. There will be mommy and daddy. There will be grandpas; Desmond, Robert, Robert (again), Bill, and Patrick. There will be grandmas; Stephanie, Carrie, Liz, Blanch and Martina. There will be uncles; Rendon, Weston, Quinn, Shay, Collin, and Stuart. There will be aunties; Tiffany, Tenyl, Riley, Issabelle, Savannah, Sidney, Michelle and Kristen. All of these people are going to love you, and all of these people are going to take care of you, and look out for you forever. You are a shining star in a world I cant wait to share with you. I love you baby, and I will love you forever. Never forget how much mommy and daddy love you.

1 comment:

ashley said...

SOBS... <3